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hapee new year...

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 09:00:12 GMT

~~~ HAPPY NEW YEAR PO!!!~~~

Sat, 03 Dec 2005 07:34:59 GMT

Your a Black cat thing. Normally black cats
represent evil or bad luck, but this one
doesnt. Being a black cat your probably very
stolid and alone. Although your usually quiet
and calm, when needbe you can be sneeky and
cunning just as any cat would. People dont
understnad you and judge you before getting to
know you. Being outside and taking in the fresh
air makes you feel better. In your little group
of friends your the quiet, smart one, unless
you have no friends then...nvm.
Doesnt this picture rock? ^_^

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Sat, 03 Dec 2005 07:27:10 GMT

oooooh!!! anthropologist?! hmm.... is this a sign for me to not shift? hmmm.. im so confused!!! bad! bad! bad!

oodles and oodles of boredom....

Fri, 21 Oct 2005 07:30:47 GMT

hahay... i'm so bored!!

why am i bored?!

'coz i have nothing else to do!!

huhuhuhu!! T,T

oh well... that's life.. that's my life...

ei! what do you guys do for fun?!hehe

yey! i'm officially school-free!!!

Tue, 11 Oct 2005 06:01:26 GMT

yey! yey! at last!! after hell week i sure do need a loooooooooooot of rest... haaaay... hopefully i did well on my testssssssss... huhuhuhu!!! i really need to pass my final exam in math or else... or else.. huhuhuhuhuh!!!!! or else i'm gunna fail.. as in get a freakin 5!!! grrrr... i never expected UP to be this hard... i thought it was just one of those overrated thingies... oh well... unfortunately i was wrong...

another unfortunate thing is that i am one of those people finding it hard to pass...haha i mean 4 long exams all failed!!! can you imagine?hehe my brain cells are beginning to fail me.. do i still have brain cells?hehe or maybe my brain cells evaporated or something... well.. la na tayo magagawa jan... oki ra na basta maau ang lawas!!hehehe

hahay... there's no use mourning na..hehe kaya dapat magsaya!!! weeeee!!! 1 month walang school!!!! yey! yey! kung sino man ang gustong maginvite ng laag... oki lang... it would be really be appreciated provided may pera ako..hehe

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!! school-free!!!!!!!!!!!

hahay

Fri, 26 Aug 2005 05:51:36 GMT

uhm.. la naman.. i'm just bored.. wala nang tym for other stuff.. pero.. ehem.. ehem..

aaaaahhh!!!! at last!!!!! may harry potter 6 na ako!!!! waaaaaa!!!! uhm... as if mababasa ko..heehee pero i will.. i will eventually find tym for that..

pero meron talagang mga taong sadyang evol na sinabi sa akin kung ano ang mangyayari.. hmph! spoilers.. pero oks lang...hehehehe

enlightenment..hehe

Fri, 05 Aug 2005 08:51:16 GMT

i never really realized it... it just hit me yesterday when my evil teacher returned our first ever exam...ü i don't know how to budget my time.. i don't read anymore.. and if people are wondering if i passed the evil test.. unfortunately i failed.haha

*lesson learned: don't just read... UNDERSTAND

it's so funny 'coz i read all the readings.. take note.. READ.. i didn't understand..haha i'm loosing interest in school. i don't read the way i used to.. i don't study the way i used to. or am i just becoming a dimwit? either way i feel so stupid.haha (meron na ata akong inferiority complex) haay.. if i still don't pass any test.. i mean ANY test this midterm... i'm going to quit! evil!!!

maybe the angels in heaven keep forgetting to tell the Lord my prayers.hehe they're getting lazy..ü i hope this time they have more energy.

luck is certainly not enough... GrrRrrRrrrr!!! we'll just see...hehe

Sat, 30 Jul 2005 07:05:25 GMT

Your Birthdate: March 6

A birthday on the 6th of the month adds a tone of responsibility, helpfulness, and understanding to your natural inclinations.

Those born on the sixth are more apt to be open and honest with everyone, and more caring about family and friends, too.

This is a number associated with responsibility and caring - this birthday lends a degree of concern for others.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

haaaay.....

Fri, 29 Jul 2005 07:24:48 GMT

i have a problem... i'm so confused... wait mali ata... u can't consider a thing a problem if you already know the solution right? well.. if that's the case, i have no problem... magulo ba ko?hehe

o..k.. let's just put it this way... something is bothering me... kaya lang nahihiya akong sabihin dito sa lj... baka mabasa NIYA... arrghh!!! bat ba mahirap magisip? bat ba'ko tamad magicip?hehe this is not good... hmmmm... haay... well.. that's life.. that's my life... hahay...

woohoo!!

Sat, 02 Jul 2005 12:05:01 GMT

yey! i lasted for three weeks!! sorry... probably u people have heard about the 1st year up student who died. kawawa mcyado... tsik.. tsik.. tsik.. the world isn't safe anymore!!!

well... as far as three weeks is concerned.. it's hard in up. sobrang fun man din!! many people think i'm pretty!haha it's not really something na i should be flattered upon since good looking people are hard to find there.hehe but still, having some stranger ask me if i was natasha just to inform me they think i'm so beautiful isn't bad, right?haha

anyway... exam week is sooo fast approaching. i'm scared!!! d pa nga nageexam eh isang tambak na readings na binigay sa min sa ssp3 alone!! noo!!! evil talaga yan si .... baka meh makabasa tapos sabihin sa kanya.hehe

anthropoly sort of grew on me. i'm startin to love it.. yeah!! i can't wait to reach cultural anthopology!!! kainis lang 3rd year pa ata... tsik..tsik..tsik.. pero anyway... sana ok mga college lives nyo jan!!! it's fun... yey freedom!!! freedom so rules!!! yeah!

it wasn't so bad... well at least not yet

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 07:12:39 GMT

ok.. let me see. where do i start?

cguro start muna ko sa dorm.. ok lang naman sa ebl pwera na lang sa pagaagawan ng tubig, pag-iintayan at mga uhm.. floating debris sa bowl. UP? ok lang din. mejo natawa ako sa first block encounter ko.haha ang mga tanong favorite color, food, actor, actress, motto, pet etc. parang naalala ko ung elementary, no wait, preschool years ko.

yee!! if i know cover up lang nila un para kunwari ndi DAW terror ang school nila.haha pero infairness ndi lang 8 ang anthro ngayon! hurrah! 13 kami! wala lang.. alam ko konti parin un pero kahit na!! at least mas marami sa inexpect ko.heehee ano pa ba? tama! tama hinala ko! cover lang talaga nila un.hehe kasi wala pang 5 days.. 5 DAYS!!! dami na kagad naming readings, assignments, reseacrh char char..kakainis... ang hirap pang intindihin ung sociological imagination. d ko pa talaga un tinulugan.hehe at least may mga higher years kami na tumututlong.

speaking of higher years... pinipilit pa kong maging iska!! leche!! i know u are wondering what the hell is an iska. well... may activity ang skul.. freshmen's night.. may pageant.. OO BEAUTY PAGEANT... tawag sa contestants isko-iska... ako pinipilit na maging iska... ayoko nga! magkamatayan na tayo AYOKONG maging iska!!! anywya.. i am still working on it.hehe

anyway.. i think that's about it...

tama if ur wonderin kung bakit ako tagalog ngayon.. kasi nagpapractice lang ako.. kasi paguwi ko sa bahay ndi na ko marunong magtagalog.hehe sobrang bisaya ang mga tao dun. well.. un lang naman.hehe

i know...

Wed, 01 Jun 2005 02:17:32 GMT

ok.. i said in my previous entry if i'm NOT lazy i will give the exact details on how marte's visit turned out. but... yes! you guessed it!! i'm lazy!!haha

kaya... it will be between marte and me.haha well that depends if marte will write it on one of his entries.haha

>> thanx for visiting me neovexz i really really really needed that.hehe i had a great time!ü

the date that never will be..

Thu, 26 May 2005 07:56:18 GMT

haay... sometimes, i wonder why i have such conservative parents. they never let me get out. well.. SHE doesn't let me get out .
if you're wondering what happened, then i'm gunna tell you. marte asked me out. we are supposed to go out this saturday. i told him to ask
permission from my mommy first. he didn't technically ask my mom (long story) but either way she still said no. haay naku! i was so looking
forward to it!! hmph! i mean i'm hitting two birds with one stone, right? you see, at last i will be out of the house!! hurrah! and how often can
you go out of the house knowing you don't have to spend a dime?!hehe that means free food! free movie! free arcade!! free videoke!! free.. uhm.. just FREE!
but again... that will not be happening. at least not now.hehe

so, marte and i talked about it and well... we came up with the next best thing. he'll just come over like he does and we'll just watch the lizzie mcguire
marathon! yey! and i will be assuming he's gunna bring food! yey! like the last time he visited.hehe that's still technically free, right? i mean, i still get
to eat free food, watch a free movie and uhm that's about it.hehe hmm.. this got me thinking. i guess it's better than getting out of the house in two simple
reasons. one, he can spend more time with my mommy and they can be friends! and the world is full of rainbows and ponies and pots of gold! yeah right! no,
seriously, at least my mommy won't go on speculating on the things we would be doing if she let us go out. two, we could spend more time with each other, i mean
just talking and me making fun of him. bwahaha!! sometimes you can't beat the trust of a mom and the time you could spend together.

haay! if i don't feel too lazy i will give the exact details on how the "visit" turns out.

mmm... candy!

Wed, 25 May 2005 06:16:39 GMT

it's like i'm going crazy with customizing my lj...haha i'm really liking it!!hehe i changed my layout AGAIN... no particular reason.. i was starting to get bored with what i had. the current layout is inspired by the purpley one.hehe i like this better 'coz it reminds me of candy! how cool is that?hehe

give me a break! i'm bored.hehe yum! yum! candy! candy!

haay naku!!

Sat, 21 May 2005 09:39:27 GMT

ano ba ito?! ilang buwan na ata akong ndi nakakalaag? i can't believe it! mejo ironic kasi mas nakakalaag ako nung skul days na maraming responsibilities compared ngayon na sobrang free ako!!! haay!! the worl is confusing.. tsk.. tsk..

kasalanan to ni lloydie eh!! haay! bakla ata tong engot na to eh.. last month pang nagaaaya ng laag pero pabago-bago ng isip.. haay naku!! kelan ba ko makakaalis with my friends from carnelian? i miss them.. huhuhu...

i know they're still alive coz i text them once in a while but still... iba ung physical contact.hehe i miss anna, harmin, anton and lloyd!! haay.. dapat maging goal ko na makalaag sa syudad bago ako tuluyang magtira sa bukid!!hehe

haay naku!! lloyd bayot!!!

uhm...

Mon, 16 May 2005 07:14:13 GMT

wala lang... i missed my old layout...hehe i'm starting to like purple..haha hope you like it..ü

it's kimmie's fault!

Sat, 14 May 2005 08:21:30 GMT

1) Total number of films I own on DVD/video:
- wala

2) The last film I bought:
- wala rin

3) The last film I watched:
- lemony snicket: series of unfortunate events

4) Five films that I watch a lot or that mean a lot to me:
- Mulan
- Harry Potter (all)
- Matrix (all)
-
-

5) Pick on five people and have them put this in their journal:
- whoever..hehe

sobraan hawa sa haus..

Tue, 10 May 2005 07:47:14 GMT

remeber the last entry i made complaining about me having no life at all? well... it seemed that i had a little too much of life..hehe last week i went back and forth to UP... yes! UP in mintal! damn it's sooo far!!

it would have been fine if we had a car but unfortunately my dad took the other car because he had to go to general santos or cagayan or wherever. so my mum and me didn't have any choice. oo!! nagjeep kami! it would've been ok but the driver kept on picking passengers so it took us such a long time to reach bankerohan.. from there we rode this airconditioned fx car something.. i liked that... it was better than the jeep kasi deretso... and then we were dropped off on the entrance of UP something, somewhere.hehe we rode a habal-habal it was really fun!!hehe i was so fast, but even of this is so i was still late.hehe malas! gRrr..hehe

by the way... my mom and me kept on going back there 'coz we had this two day orientation!! can you imagine?!! two days of sitting till your butt sored that was from 8:30 till 5:00... kakainis!! the stupid thing was we (bryan manos, karla g., excelsa and angelie) were sitting in front. one of the speakers asked my name, and well the whole room conviniently knew my name. haha!! i was famous!hehe i wasn't the only one who experienced this humiliation..hehe haha! si manos pud!!haha ilado na kaau mi.heehee

either way that was such a great new experience..hehe but i'm not ready to do it again any day soon..hehe

la lang...

Fri, 06 May 2005 12:56:43 GMT

You are a cat. you have a strong will, you love to
sleep, but you can somethime be evil without a
warning.

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damn it!!!

Wed, 04 May 2005 11:01:06 GMT

damn it... i ddnt get to pick my GE's... they already gave me my schedule and everything. they told us it was supposedly like that. we get to pick our GE's but there's this limitation in teachers and stuff... oh well... at least... i guess... damn it!! i even thought for hours!! grrR.. hahay... better luck next time?heehee

this is wrong!

Mon, 02 May 2005 13:25:54 GMT

well at least the color is... i don't even like blue.

You're the color blue. You have the three c's in
life--you're cool, caring and confident.
Trustworthy and honest, people are naturally
attracted to you. You're unusually optimistic,
but that makes life all the better. You're an
imaginative person who loves sleeping and
dreaming. Hard-working and determined, you
excell in school. You're everybody's favorite,
and this is because you have this undefined
richness in your personality and attitude.
Mild-tempered and stable. Not to mention very
intelligent. Along with the fact that you're
conservative, you're worried about the
environment. So basically, you're a generous,
dependable and devoted--just the kind of person
everybody needs. Wouldn't it be great if
everybody in the world were like you?

What color are you? (Amazingly detailed & accurate--with pics!)
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NO!!

Mon, 02 May 2005 13:12:49 GMT

i can't believe it! one month down, and one month to go and the damn vacation is over!! i haven't even done anything yet, other than trying to survive boredom.hehe

i'm scared! i'm worried! i'm not ready to go to college yet. i haven't picked my GE's yet! damn it!! i really really really need it... NOW! it irritates me that i will be enrolling tomorrow. some students are lucky 'coz the school already picks their GE's for them. but me? NO!! why do i need to pick my own?! i hate choosing! i can't seem to make up my mind easily. i know i had all month to figure what my GE should be, but lethargy (new voc. word, thanks to the terraces of purgatory.hehe) struck me again!! there are a lot to choose from and i can only pick 15. grrr!! why can't i just get them all? why can't the evil university let me take more than 20 units?! irritating!

then it struck me... what do i really want to be? i already know that my course is far from what i wanted to begin with. so it makes it all the more difficult to pick what i should study. haay.. buhay.. what to pick? what to pick?

grr... i'm so paranoid!! i keep on imagining me being alone in the classroom because i was the only one who picked that class.hehe i don't even have course-mates(?) that's from davao!! kakainis!! it makes me feel more lonesome. why do i pick freaky things? i even picked a freaky course, which by the way could be my ticket to richness.hehe Anthropology...hmm... why do people consider it as interesting. when i tell people what my course it they even consider me a genius. hey! it's not my fault they don't know what anthropology is!hehe some even say it's the course for the rich people.hehe maybe because people seem to assume that the only courses that earn big bucks are nursing and uhm... accountancy?hehe oh! i dnt know!!

going back... what the hell am i going to take?!!! i don't want to take physics and chem all over again! not if i'm gonna take it alongside algebra.hehe no.. i'm not going back there again.. at least not now.hehe as if i had a choice. oohh!! that's a good thing. at least i don't need to choose!hehe

oh well... i guess i should try my secret weapon now.. "mary had a little lamb..." ok! i know it's a stupid thing to rely on that stupid song for my future. do you have any suggestions then?hehe haay naku!

mukhang enjoy to ah!hehe meeting people?hehe right now.. i'm rather anxious about my classmates, if i have classmates.hehe whoo! this is going to be interesting... very interesting. bwehehe

*bliss

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 10:05:11 GMT

ahhh!!! christian!! i love you!!!! i can't belive it!! he's so great... ha.. it's like i'm on cloud nine..heehee but still... he didn't give me my 150's worth... damn you! but still.. i'm gonna marry you some day!! haa... yeah right! i wish..

before people would get me wrong i'm not talking about just any christian.. i'm talking about christian bautista.. just yesterday i watched his 'concert'. yeah right! it was held at cap auditorium. the usher people were from this 'holy' group youth on fire. i'm not against these kinds of groups but still!! i went there to see and hear christian sing! ok here's how the 'program' went.

first they made me wait for an hour before the supossed concert started. it was there on the ticket that it would start 7:30, and well it didn't. anyway... the youth on fire group started the 'concert' with a band. they gave us free counceling.... grr... i could have just went to church if they told me this was going to be their welcome. continuing, they had this tribute to kitchie nadal and sang two songs by the said singer/composer, then they sang another song by session road and another one composed by the youth on fire band people. is this christian's concert or what?!! i mean people are starting to get bored!! but alas! they're done!! hurray!! kakainis naman!!! ang pinunta ko si christian!!! anyway... that didn't even end there.. there were at least three more dance presentations from.. yes... the 'holy' group. and even after that a hans lee person still sang three extremely long and painful songs. hay! kainis!

then finally!! he's here!! and the hell!! he only sang 5 friggin songs!!! damn you you bastard!!! evil evil singer!! but man! you've got to hand it to him... he's so good. and his voice! aww... galing pare!!! but still i still think we've been robbed... at least we didn't buy the 300 peso tickets.hehe

i'm still gonna marry you some day!!hehe haa... *sigh

Bloody Hell!

Sat, 23 Apr 2005 07:35:29 GMT

Grrr... i hate it when my period comes! why do girls have to endure such pain?! kakainis sana lalaki na lang ang niriregla! hmph! i just can't understand my luck. i'm bored and half rotten at home and i have to experience it with lots of pain. oh well... just my luck.hehe

there are just some things i don't understand and one of them is monthly periods. why do we need to experience it? why can't guys experience it instead? (talk about selfish..heehee) when you have it you can't move too much because of the fear of having THAT stain on your behind. actually wala ka masyadong pwedeng gawin. sayang we were supposed to go swimming tomorrow.hehe too bad! haay naku! tapos, ngayon pa ko nagkaroon eh schedule na ng urine and stool examination ng UP sa monday. grrr!! speaking of my 'tests', why do colleges need these things. its just that i'm not really comfortable pooping and pissing then catching them and putting my uhm... specimens on vials, and carrying them around. its just too icky.hehe i'm just not pleased with the thought of carrying my waste and having people to examin them. oh well... siguro ayaw ko rin ito kasi parang talagang magcocollge na ko. ayoko pang isipin na malalayo ako sa school na kung saan ako lumaki, nagkaisip, nagkaroon ng mga kaibigan at nagmature. probably i'm not ready to be independent. i don't want to live away from my family. i don't want to be walking around school and seeing strangers. bakit ba kasi hindi na lang sa UP nagsipagaral ang mga kaibigan ko? bakit pa ba kasi sila sa addu? hmph! sa bagay ok na rin ang UP, nasa davao pa. pero kung lumipat ako? paano na? haay!! ewan ko! i'm not too keen on change. i know! change is constant. its just that i need time. i guess i'm still not ready to give up my high school life. i can't belive i'm this sentimental!! freaky... i'm not in to moving on yet... *sigh*

huh? ano ba yan! nagumpisa sa regla umabot sa college. damn! i'm such a freak. i have no sense of continuity.hehe i hope everything will work out fine. i know it will. i just need a little luck and a whole lot of guts.

Salvation...

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 01:30:38 GMT

Ok let's see now.... (Camille bantay ka lang magcrash pc namin!!!ü)

Anyway... I thought about it, and here I am, encoding my first ever entry. I guess there's nothing much to say considering I had no life for the past couple of weeks. Haay naku!! Kelangan ko bang magtiis sa isang araw bawat linggo lang ako umalis ng bahay? Sa bagay... ang isang beses sa isang linggong yun ang nagsasalba sa aking pagkabagot sa buong linggo.hehe I mean it's become a need for me to go to the mall or somewhere, anywhere for that matter, so I could stay sane throughout the whole week. I usually get passed a month without leaving my cute little housie. In case you were wondering what the hell I do to keep me sane all month, well I’m going to divulge my secret... SLEEP!!! I usually sleep almost 12 or more hours so that the day seems shorter..hehe yeah.. I know! I’m lazy! So what?! At least I’m not crazy... yet..hehe and if sleeping doesn't work, there's always my trusty idiot box.. yeah! I love watching TV! All hail cartoonists! Without them, I will no longer live! Mabuti na lang may Disney Channel tska Nickelodeon.hehe I don’t know what I would do without them.hehe I know I should watch something educational, but I couldn’t help it. The evil cartoon shows are calling to me. I just couldn’t resist.hehe Anyway, when watching TV becomes too boring; the computer is always there to save me.ü Hey! Mind you I play the educational ones, with a little violence on the side.hehe If playing computer for hours still wouldn’t work then I suggest you waste your time away with the internet.hehe Grabe!! Sobrang daming websites tingnan natin kung hindi ka mabobo.hehe The hell, if that still doesn’t work then read!!! That’s what I do. I get a book and read it. I usually “borrow” my sister’s books. I’m not really that much interested with her books but what the hey, I haven’t got any choice, have I? She’s got all these TWISTED books. Not twisted as in sick or perverted. The ‘twisted’ books by Jessica Zafra, my sister seems to like her a lot. I can’t relate to a lot of her books but at least the ‘twisted flicks’ worked for me.hehe

Hmmm… well that’s a glimpse of a lifeless dork.hehe Hey! Wait I’m no dork! Well, so much for not having anything to say. Hey give me some credit! Ilang oras ko rin tong pinagisipan no!! Sa tingin ko isa na itong hudyat na wala na akong ibang magawa sa buhay ko. Siguro dapat na kong maghanap ng ibang bagay na pagkakaabalahan ko para madagdagan ang mga ginagawa ko sa bahay.heehee

Since I have nothing else to do, might as well watch TV, play computer, surf the internet, read and then do it over and over again. Tama! Pwede mo palang hindi gawin ito ng sunud-sunod. Pwedeng unahin ang magbasa tapos manood ng TV, etc. I think you get the idea.

Haay… Pero kahit ganyan yan, kung sino gustong magmall sobrang pwede!hehe Save me from my ultimate boredom…

…. Am waiting